Hey MIGENTE...whats going on? How is everyone doing? =) Well as for
me, I'm enjoying the time i've spent here with ya! I'm still
working on hookin up my page but feel free to look around and
browse thru what i've done so far (not that it's much!) Haha...
Anyway, I'll be around and if you wanna chat just write me a line
or two and i'll get at you when i get a chance...Bye!
*** 10/09/07~~~~> Hi everyone...how have ya been? I hadn't been
online much lately. I added a couple new pix and writing you these
few lines early in the morning (can't sleep). Anyway, I was sitting
around not really doing much other than just thinking. It's funny
how all your life you can think you really want something...and i
guess it's not that you don't want it anymore but life hands it to
you, shows you that...Yes it is possible...and yes you can obtain
it, then in the blink of an eye, it's gone. Earier this year I lost
my fiance...he passed away and I hadn't been able to really get
over it or start to funtion like myself again. I couldn't get
passed the "Why's" and "What if's". Then recently I had a very
casual talk with someone who in a sense led me by the hand and told
me "Look at the beautiful day outside...the sun is shining, wind
blowing a cool breeze in the air. It's a shame a kind heart inside
is just fading away". Do you care? Probably not...but these are my
thoughts at the moment. I got divorced when i was 21, already had a
lil boy who was about to be three at the time. I lived 4 very
unhappy years being "married" to someone who didn't appreciate the
woman, the person I am. I walked away from that eight years ago and
never looked back. Never regretted the choice I made. I mention
this because my son didn't really grow up knowing his dad like he
should. My brother's and dad filled that empty spot though until
Ricky came along and he was wonderful with my son. If you saw them
together you would have thought they were actually father and son.
They were, just not biologically. I've been told that time heals
all wounds and that eventually it gets easier to deal with. Easier
to wake up and not be sad. Ricky is a beautiful memory that once
was my beautiful reality. And for showing me that love can still be
true, real...for loving me like he did...I'll treasure him always.
Desperately wishing you close by....
