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Hello. My name is Alejandria Soto. 18 years old, hieight : 5ft and a half. Ethnicity: Black:Rican. I live in Lansdale, Pa Originally born in New Jersey and Raised in the POCONOS!! I moved here when i was about 11 I think, since then so many crazy things have happened to me. My goal right now in life is getting my modeling and acting career together, my over all goal everyday is just to have some piece of mind. You know a moment when there is nothing in life to worry about and all there is, is you and the sky. Im a definately a day dreamer. Very extremely artsy. Christian.. a bad one though. I love anime, manga, japanese culture. I take japanese right now and i study some japanese mythology. Over all in love with asian people and culture. Or so it seems that way, you can see me around with the korean kids or some flip n thai people. Im in love with the beach and very intimate with mountains and mesmorized by the snow. I love all types of things from food to the weather. I love making and giving gifts. I love graphic and web design, digi photography and just exploring. I work out, i keep a schedule now, trying to get my quality of life up just a teeny bit.. nothing more to say ask questions and they shall be answered. I love pretty things... I try to keep myself up... looking like a doll fits best.

I've only ever been in love once. I'm still not over it because I dont know if I should be, but i guess it's ok to keep that love to myself that way i always have something to remember that person by, you know. I can honestly say that person brought me most of the happiest moments ever in my life. I could never think bad about them at, all I can say is thank you. You know god puts people in your life for a reason at a certain time and then at another he takes them away because they've done what they had to do in your life and played their part. Even though we miss them and they may never come back they are still living in your memory and part of them is apart of you, that what happens when people meet. And if something is meant for you, it will come back to you.

As far as travel, I love it. Iv'e been to a lot of states but I could be to more. The past summer i was an exchange student in Germany. That was one of the best experiences in my life. Living as an everyday student and then going to the most extravengant places. This is spaghetti ice.. its vanilla ice cream noodles lol with strawberry syrup and a wafer.

I'm obsessed with Japan. That's my final destination in life, I would really like to study there but for now im ok with observing. I want to live in Japan someday, Maybe when I retir but before then i would like to live there an experience everyday life for a short time before I see if it's somewhere I want to spend the rest of my life or visit when i feel like it. When i think of japan, at times i think of Tokyo at night and all those beautiful lights. At other times I think about Kyoto in fall or winter. I love the fashion, music, manga and anime of course. I have so many cds and junk. I've even got my phone decked out kawaii ketai style. Cute Phone style, which involves what everyone calls bling it on but in a whole other Japanese way many charms and fancy jewels. I am a big fan of buying imported goods. I Shop at assi/Lotte - korean/ asian food market. Mitsuwa: Japanese Market. I wear Eyeko make up, its a japanese line also sold in London.

As far as friends go i Keep my circle kind of tight. I have my friends and associates. My past love taught me the difference. He told me that i would have many associates in life and that only a select few would be my friends. I guess its not hard to get next to me as a friend. Doesn't mean i will be your beswt friend the first day we meet. I juss have not had good experiences in any type of relationships, its been a long time since i've had a good friend who makes me really happy. My past love was my best friend and everything but now I dont have him. N since im obsessed with a whole bunch of asian %#&@$!, a lot of my friends are asian, its something i can't help and i like the fact that i have common interests and knowledge with them. I guess that is why some people are intimidated by me cause they dont know what they can say or do to make me like them but i like everyone until you give me a reason not too.

Dating for me is controversial. I've only had one realy boyfriend(secret fiance), who was my past love. Preferences, long hair, lol asian guys ahhh!!. So both are plus plus. But i am a diverse person and after all I am mixed so its not unusual for me. I like all types of guys. I just cant stand posers and people who cannot think for themselves. I tend to go after older guys even though all guys are dorks in the end, I like to be connected with a guy on an intellectual level and at the same intimacy level. Even though i myself ive only been with one person. I love to take my time and let things grow on their own. I am really tired of guys pushing themselves on me, it doesnt work it only pushes me away. There are so many guys out there like that, I want a prince, a perfect gentlemen.

I am definately a daydreamer. I guess in my art that is what inspires me the most. Me myself, I am my own canvas. Your eyes are the camera and what ever they capture of me is my art. My dreams are mostly piece of mind in my art is showing the longing for it. I know I am different and I don't pride myself on it. Pride can drive a person to death or deepest parts of unhappiness. Please call me by my full name Alejandria, there is no need to shorten it. Call me alexandria if its easier. I like standing out. How many blackricans do you know who are obsessed with japanese culture, asians at that, only being around them, speaks japanese, christian, who hangs out at spanish bars all night. I dont know of many myself.

I went to a puffyamiyumi concert in the summer in the city. It was awesome they were even much cuter in real life. In Sept. I went to THE KILLERS concert that was the best also they were great. Every year i go to Irish Scottish Celtic festival. To see my fav band, Seven Nations. My mom is friends with them so i get to talk to them n stuff they are really cool. A lot of people who are into that kind of music know of them and know they are great.

This a picture of my favorite anime character, Momiji Fujimiya. She is in Blue seed which is favorite Anime. She's like an idol for me, not one that i worship but one that represents me in my life right now. This picture of her is my favorite, Its just her and its very suddle. Momiji is Japanese for Maple. This is my favorite Alias, so I use it for screen names and stuff. Another one is Mustibloved. I use that for a lot of things now.

So much has happen to me in my short life time. Somethings you would probably never believe. From Bankruptcy to Homelessness...near death and rape.. it sucks. One day I want to write an autobiography about my life and maybe when people read it they will understand how come I am the way I am the good and bad qualities of me.

Bad Qualities about me.. well I think that are bad. Sometimes im too quiet. Sometimes im too loud. I go from happy to sad like that because i am a manic depressive. I have IBS. lol I dont want to explain but if you know what it is you know why i have it(stress). Dont do that well in school. If I miss the first part of something like the beginning of a project I wont do it. I have the worst memory i forget things as im telling myself to remember. I cy because everyday i am forgetting the simplest things that come naturally. I get easily jealous. I need so much attention. I am always thinking about the way i look in negative ways. In the car i ride with the mirror down in front of me so i can watch myself as i ride. I have OCD with q tips if i see one i have to clean my ears, its comes from my dad traumatizing me when i was little. I scrub to hard in the shower. I play with my hair. I go out looking like a bum a lot. I barely go to school when i am supposed to. I never sleep and i have bad study habits. I have bad bad grammar. Im too trusting. im shy when i shouldnt be. im weak and sometimes feeble. I am always getting bruises.

good things: I love giving people attention and making them feel special like how i want to feel. sometimes i greet someone as prince or princess or use their full name because i want them to know in that moment that i am talking to them, and I am really interested in them and their life and their responses at that time. I'm, sincere when i have to be. I know when to tell people to shut up. Im always there for advice, i may not have the answers but im not going to just blow off what you say to me there is always a way for an outside evaluation of the situation. I lend money never intending to get paid back. When i put my heart into a relationship of ne type and im interested i put it all on the table. im out going and into trying new things. I take notes of things that people refer for me to do or listen or see. i try to learn as much as i can from the experience and for the experience.

The picture above is new years of 05. At a couple points in my life i was not very social in any type of way. Its been due to the fact that for a lot of my life ive been forced to grow up so fast. I just started becoming social with my peers although i usually do prefer to be around older people. I dont really like school that much i hate waking up to that alarm clock every morning and staring at it every night when i go to sleep it really wracks my nerves. Thats why sometimes its hard for me to make friends. But maybe its not even really that its hard for me to get intimate with people to a point of trust because i feel like ive been betrayed so many times in my life. I really am working on that because its kept from meeting a lot of really great people and seeing places that i have never been before. Its just like that corny saying saying, "you dont really know until you try".

I've always had this honker. lol my dad has this same nose its a mix of mah mom n mah dads nose. I guess if i didnt have i wouldnt be the character i am today. It does get in the way though of getting guys, lol passing through door ways my nose gets hit so easily cause its out there but it realli fits mah face. I have though about surgery lol but i dont want to end up like micheal jackson but i hate when mah dad says "whatcha lookin at big nose"

this is a picture of me and my sister i was prob six and she was prob four or something like that. my mom used to dress us like twins i used to be bigger and taller than her now she is bigger and taller and stronger and crazier than me lol but i still love her. she looks kinda like me but she has green eyes and a different nose. both of us wen we were little went through these phases i was fat and then i got sick and bony. My sis was always bony until about when she got into elementary school, see what school food does to you.
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