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Info Recently, I had this crazy reality check. Had to take a step back and look at myself, the position I'm in and hence come to the realization that some change is necessary. Ive moved around alot in the past few years. Made and lost a few friends. It actually got to the point where I was so stressed, felt as if I was losing my mind. The more days that passed, the more confused I became regarding my future. There were of course other things that contributed to the stress including my false perception of love, dislike of the environment I was in, and at times felt lonely. I guess there are just some things we experience in life that we never really understand. One moment your convinced everything is perfect. Nothing could possibly go wrong. And then suddenly it feels as your world is falling apart. It`s only until after you witness your rise and fall can you ultimately comprehend the reasoning behind certain happenings. Hmm..what do we all end up saying. "Things really do happen for a reason." Even with all the love in the world, there are those moments of indifference. In a relationship, the hardest thing to get by is the understanding of one another`s flaws and past experiences which more or else contribute to the present state of mind. . All I ask is for your patience, your understanding, your affection and then I will be your all with no hesitation...I promise.. Through all the ups and the downs...Ive maintained my cool..kept my chin up. Regardless of how *bleep*ed up things got..how overwhelming that stress factor in my life became, some good eventually got through giving me reason. That`s all you need really..being able to wake up every morning with more than just a dream, is what sets you apart from everybody else. There`s just that point in your life where you seriously need to cut all that *bleep* and make things happen. Anybody can dream, but can you make that money from it. I'm starting to realize everyday more and more how I need to stop waiting for opportunities to happen, instead chase after it and create those opportunities for myself. One of the biggest lessons I learned in my life, is that how you put yourself out there, how fearless your approach is to the obstacles you face everyday..at home, work, school, etc., determines how far you go. I can`t emphasize enough how time is instrumental in being successful. The longer you wait, the longer it takes to ever get to the point. Adios |
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