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i use to believe that love was a treasure that u could never lose no matter what i thought love ment hard time and great times but that nothing would ever take it away that it would always be ours. i had that for a long while i swear i did it gave me friendship gave me confidant and tought me that nothing is forever so i say why would god give me the gift of feeling and then happiness make me feel hole and then in a swift swipe take it all back with no remorse or thought of how id feel it was mine to keep now its a memory i treasure it has been stolen it now belongs to someone else and i will never love again but iii keep my pain as a reminder how much it hurts even when noone else care to feel it my way i live a life of pain before and now ill die in my lonelyness.and i only have myself to blame i hope i go to sleep and die so i dont have to wake up and feel anymore pain id be dead gone to the world forgotten in everyones thoughts and wiped of all memories god just take my soul and never punish me again by giving me life take me im yours to make suffer like i am made to do take me and dont ever let me look back cause im done finish nomore can i live in this pain nomore nomore just take me and my lonely suffering soul take me and let me suffer no more.
poem by manny cepeda
its a bad fearfulm dream come true
dedicated to the one i once love
this is good bye forever
this is a poem for u my love You are like a flower that bloom from a top of the mountain strong and firm and passionate allowing ur sweet scent to roam down the montain and into my heart i watch from a distance and i see ur stem stand steady and bright i see ur peddles open as the sunshines down on u never alowin the darkness hide u u shine like a star on the herizon u are my everything so i protect u. my love for u grows so i wont pick u from the ground ur roots hold strong ur soil soft to keep u safe and ur peddles open but not to wide so to hide ur heart u are very special so ur watered with care u are strong so winds cant knock u down the blood flows thrue u fast so to keep u warm in the winter u are my number one whose my heart gives breath to you are my flower bloom bright bloom long cuz as u do so my love follows suite and give u oxygen i love u now and always poem by manny cepeda dedicated to my love Because I %#&@$!in feel like it cuz I felt there was somethin real about it and come to find out that while I thought of u u were thinking about him so u know what %#&@$! u %#&@$! tomorrow I %#&@$!in end this cuz I hate u as much as I hate this %#&@$!in world and since u won't die I mother %#&@$!in will so tomorrow I end this the stress the sleepless nights and the lonelyness right when I believe that u wanted to be with me u walkeds away and got with him so I %#&@$!in hate u and 2morrow I will end this and ill tell u how not like u care but ill tell u how ima take a bath and flood the tub I'm grab a razore and when its nice and quiet ima slit my risk and close my eyes so I can quickly fall into a deep dream one that will never wake me one that stops me from breathing and just to let u know u won't know why I did it the door will be lock to the bathrom and they'll be no note to explain ima just do it u stupid %#&@$! u destroyed me u %#&@$!ed up and now the only one to pay is me with my %#&@$!in life so here I go tomorrow is Close and I must prepare for my sleep I hope all my friend will me and remember all I did that was great so that I didn't die. This s it I'm ready and here I go my tub is flooded my eyes are closing and my breath is slowin down my heart it not pumpin like it suppoes to I see a light and walkin to it and now it all stops I'm nume and week yea I dead and its all that %#&@$!e fault this ends me Poem by manny cepeda I hope u like it emails to contact me on mannycepeda26@aim blazingmanny26@yahoo.com crazydominican22@hotmail.com myspace at manny_cepeda2003@yahoo.com hit me up if u wanna chat mannycepeda26@aim mannycepeda28@yahoomessenger |
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