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This is what I wrote last year "Can't believe it's 2008. Well this is the year I plan to leave NYC. My wife and I are looking into Philly." Well it's 2009 and we brought our house in Juniata section of Philadelphia. My wife and I are just trying to make some friends here in Philly. We fell in love with the house and the area. It's close to market/frankford line that puts us into center city in 20 minutes. We planted some flowers in the fall they should be coming up soon. We just following examples of our neighbors who keep their houses looking nice. Update on Antonio as of 11-16-07 He had his 3rd surgery (VP Shunt) He doing so well afterwards. He's finally 5lbs (was 1lb 9 oucnes at birth). It looks like he'll home soon and God willing everything will be fine with our little fighter. He's my little hero.
First let me clear some confusion I WAS divorced, but I am remarried. I married a wonderful woman who is a good friend. I wrote that about the woman who has become my best friend. Noemi you have become more than a wife, you are my best friend. I can tell you anything, I can joke around with you like a friend, but I can also do the non just friend activities(Very good kisser LoL). Thats why on September 29th 2006 we got married. On August 27th 2007 Noemi and I had our first child Antonio Lorenzo. He was born premature, but is doing well so far.
I`m a down to earth guy, excelent conversationalist cause my interest are wide spread, but I`m also a good listner. My name is Carlos and if you`re lucky you get to call me Carlito LoL, I lived in the lower east side of manhattan. Now I live in the bronx (Throgs Neck). On June 8th 2004 I finally fulfilled my dream of graduating college, I got my BS in Sociology with a minor in Political Science. I`m the first in my family to graduate from college, but I do not plan to finish there, because I hope to go on the Law School.
 

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Will You Marry Me?



I have a second present today

it is more than words on a page

its an undying love to guide our way

our environment sets up the stage



Cause this is the place

where two will become one

its where we realized our special case

where love will never come undone



So here on this special day

a day that will change our life

I want to ask you a question today

Will you be my wife?





To Noemi (The original verision)



To Noemi who I held when she was cold

I was afraid that would be a bit to bold

I could not look at her for fear

of how close I would feel near

those lips I kissed for the first time

I felt more intoxicated as if they were wine

The passion was so intense it left me

wanting more, but I want her to see

There is more to me than a pretty face

I know they say slow & steady wins the race

So I must be patient in order to win

so like that we get a chance to begin

I know I will need to build up trust

so like that we won`t burst

For I know I was not alone

for that I must attone

I know we both have had bad luck

At times we just feel struck

Grabing for something that is not there

and we are left feeling its not fair

But take my hands lets go slow

there is knowing where we will go



Those words I wrote just for you

At the time you did not know what to do

for they were just words that meant nothing

and now you know they mean something

for time has shown my words have action

its just our past caused a big distraction



now here we are all this time later

well laid plans by our creator

now knowing we were meant to be together

we just had a little storm to weather

not to say another will never come

to think like that would be dumb

but we are now that much stronger

which is why we will last much longer

than we thought of

because of love

a love that will stand the test of time

because I am yours and you are mine







I`m an amateur poet usually inspired by love, but now my poems are more cynical. I was once a very romantic guy, but women through the years have jaded me and has made me be very careful. I`m still sweet but with a little reserve. I`m still the hopeless romantic. I have found that someone who is helping heal the wounds, but with her help and God`s help I`ve grown as a person to see my role in my pain.



Thoughts of the Road Chosen



I`m not the man I thought I`d be

I wonder if she will be able to see

The pain in me will she be able to feel

its part of me its something real



Blind

I am all alone in this world

Its dark where is the chord

I need someone to turn on the light

Because there is nothing in sight



Ode to Unborn Child



I don`t know what gender you are

But it doesn`t matter I don`t care

If you are mommy`s little boy

Ohh the time I will enjoy

If you are daddy`s little girl

She will be my precious pearl

Either way you are a gift sent from above

and I will always give you all my love.




My Grandfather died August 21st, 1995 I love you Grandpa and I hope to make your proud when I reach my full potiential. He was/is the most influential person in my life Te amor abuelo y te extrano. Nunca te olivido. That's why I named my first son after you Grandpa.