THE WORLD vs. ME:


The world says: ambition is what we're looking for, and your indifference is repellent..

I say: ambition is for those who strive way over their head trying to reach the moon, and hit the ground hard when reality sinks in. Indifference keeps me leveled on my feet, try to snatch the ground from under me, see if i care.


The world says: beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and we see you as too fat, too ugly, need bigger lips and boobs, perfect nose and long nails.

I say: beauty is skin deep, so when you call me not beautiful, that means i'm not shallow.


The world says: be upbeat, positive, smiling, you're too negative and make us uncomfortable.

I say: i call it as i see it, i don't fake a smile, pose positivity, and stay upbeat, i'm not an actor to pretend my life, i admit that there's darkness about me, but each coin has a flip side, and unlike most posers in this world, i don't neglet that side of me, i embrace, and exude both light and dark me equally and appropriately, so beware if you hit me, i will NOT turn the other cheek, i will simply knock the wind out of you!!!


MUSIC:

Music to me is like sex: it's addictive in nature, with the beat setting the rhythm, slowing down and speeding up, each note touching a different sense, whispering words in the background to intensify the chorus, and the chorus playing your every nerve sending goosebumps all over your body; your favorite part of the song comes on, and you melt into the rhythm, tempo, notes, words, chorus, and you feel intoxicated, as you heart beats rapidly, and you feel lightheaded and besieged by this harmonious compilation, which through the intricate details is able to achieve such a remarkable effect on you. On the other hand, just like bad sex, let the music mess up the notes, or the tempo, or the chorus, and you no longer can feel the enigmatic effects of it, but rather feel repulsed, and do not crave to indulge in listening it anymore, that is until someone can rewrite the melody to suit and supercede your auditory and sensory expectations. You want to feel that smooth melody, you crave the harmony between each note, the background amplifies the chorus, and the chorus makes you feel as if you're can touch the heaven, and bring it down with you!

MY PHILOSOPHY:

Intelligence is inevitable part of evolution... I embrace and fear this thought. If there is someone whose beyond our reach who's began to evolve millions of years earlier than us, they'll tend to hold supremacy over us. And if they will find us, what is the fate that our planet will hold??? And as cynical as this might seem, I want to know that we're not alone in this infinite space....

QUOTE I LIVE BY:

"The world holds two classes of men - intelligent men without religion, and religious men without intelligence."
Abu Ala Al-Ma'arri