PinKy_08's Blog

>>Thoughts from the heart<<

iim in love n iits hard to say iit because ii dont want b in love with u like this nemore...ur eyes r set for someone else while mine r set on u. iiT bothers me bcause ii wud give my all for u//ii think u know that... Y is iit that ii cant get u back? ii mean yeah we're "friends" but who sed ii want that? [[yeah yeah]] ii no// ii cant have everything...but who sed ii ask for a lot?? All ii want iis for u 2 come back to mii//iis dat so much to ask? Ok we got into manii [stupid] agruments [ova nuttin] but we can get ova that... u & ii both know that we went throu more than disz... disz isz da worst chain EVER...ii want u but u want her...iim stuck in limbo [[like always]]...[[a couple months later]] now we're talking and ii feel like u've changed...we dont feel as close as we use to b >>it hurts mii<< as much as ii try to tell myself that our time will come ii lose hope, the "wat ifs" come in play:: [-] wat if we stop talkin?
[-] wat if u go back wiff her?
[-] wat if he loves her more than mii?
ii guesz onlii time will tell...but can time hurry up alreadii// ii realli want to noe
>>Tiime wen u d-side 2 tell mii...call mii [6464918171]<<

>>Feelings<<

?[[feelings]]?

Remember when ii first sed ii liked u?? ii was nervous//scared ... ii felt soo gud after ii told & even better when you sed u liked mii too... damn ii neva new ii would love u like ii do... The times we've spend together >>gosh they were great<< everything about it...even if we fell asleep, doin nuttin all daii... ii loved it. Lets go back to that...okaii the age difference but big deal...if u reallii cared it wouldnt matter//we'll deal wiff it//.... ii just need to hear from u "iim here 4 u baby" ii need 2 c it ur face that ure fo' real... ii need 2 noe dat we're in diss 2gether//throu thick n thin//gud & bad//etc...
[[we've]] made mistakezs & yeSz >>trust<< iive learned from them...//ii hope u noe dat//.... ii want 2 feel ur lips on mine again//feel ur bodii heat against miine// ii want 2 wake up >>dressed or not<< next 2 u hopin dat u'll jusz kisz mii n smile... ii want u 2 b able 2 feel wat ii feel, 2 see wah ii see>>love<< //....
jusz remember that ii love u & dat ure ma numba 1...