I Think I'm Falling in LIKE All Over Again.... - dude001's Blog
I Think I'm Falling in LIKE All Over Again....
So I think it's happening again. You know the whole feeling you get when you like someone. I haven't felt this way since high school, mostly because I've chosen too. I haven't gone out looking for "love" because I like to have a realistic approach towards this thing they call "love." I hate it when people throw that word around like "omg" and "lol." So instead of saying I'm in "love" I tell myself I'm in "like."
But seriously, I can't stop thinking about her. It's annoying. And you know the worst part....I think I like it.
Those annoying romantic songs on the radio are starting to make sense.
I get a text and I hope it's from her.
I don't mind staying up late at night talking to her. (I might need to get more minutes on my cell phone contract.)
We can be talking on the phone and I won't even be paying attention to her sometimes. I just like to hear the sound of her voice.
I just feel happier just in general because of her.
But I'll be honest. I don't want to ask her out, even though I really, really like her. I know it sounds stupid, but it's for two reasons. One-I don't know if she feels the same way about me as I do about her. I think she does but I don't like getting my hopes up. Two-It's the distance. You know what they say, "Amor de lejos es para pendejos." I'm all the way out here and she's over there. I'm not going to be able to go back home for a while and when I do it's only going to be for a week or two at a time. But idk....maybe I'm just stupid.
(I feel so stupid writing stuff like this, but again, it's because of her.)