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bonjour mi gente, i can't believe i've signed up for this site...well now while i appreciate your visit i must insist that you not stalk me. Hah, kidding now a bit about moi I'm just ME... Always have been, or at least for as long as I can remember. I "found myself" very early on in life. I don't know why, but there it is. I'm an intelligent girl, confident in my opinions, I hold strong to my convictions, I'm stubborn-- sometimes to a fault. I'm weird. I'm dorky. I'm lazy, such a couch potato. I'm usually mean, but I have my moments of niceness. But my sweeter side is usually reserved for *certain* people. I'm anti-social. I don't like very many people. The few people I do like, I love and feel so lucky to have. I talk %#&@$! about people I don't like, but at least I'm not FAKE, I hate fakeness. I can't stand people who feel the need to act their way through life. I don't understand the inclination towards putting up a front. Just be you, what's so hard about that? I was born and raised in Jamaica, Queens but I've never looked or acted like it. I've never been afraid to be myself, even when that self was contrary to my entire community, and family. I didn't really experience the typical childhhood of other kids in my neighborhood, I was extremely sheltered, but I wasn't oblivious to what was going on around me. I was, and still am, well aware of it all. But since I never did personally experience any of it I have an air of innocence about me. This aspect of my character, my "incorruption," as it were, appeals to *some*. Lots of people take me for a naive person, because of my lack of streetwise experience, and I'll even admit that I am in some ways. I'm ditzy. I'm clumsy. I'm hella forgetful, but hate being told to do something more than once. >I'm eternally optimistic and when I love, I love HARD! oh! also, and this is probably one of the most important things about me, ever since I saw Hitchhiker's Guide I've been obsessed with DNA (Douglas Noel Adams) and so here's a tribute to the late, great we raise our pangalactic gargle blasters to you, sir (yes I realize I may very well be the BIGGEST nerd ever, but FUCK YOU that's why you love me...) *"We assume that every time we do anything we know what the consequences will be, i.e., more or less what we intend them to be. This is not only not always correct. It is wildly, crazily, stupidly cross-eyed-blithering-insectly wrong!" *He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it. *"Ford," he said, "you're turning into a penguin. Stop it." *"Why are we surrounded by squirrels, and what do they want?" *"It seemed to me," said Wonko the Sane, "that any civilization that had so far lost its head as to need to include a set of detailed instructions for use in a packet of toothpicks, was no longer a civilization in which I could live and stay sane." *He looked around for the others. They obstinately persisted in their absence. *"The point is, you see," said Ford, "that there is no point in driving yourself mad trying to stop yourself going mad. You might just as well give in and save your sanity for later." *Stones, then rocks, then boulders which pranced past him like clumsy puppies, only much, much bigger, much, much harder and heavier, and almost infinitely more likely to kill you if they fell on you. *"That young girl," Marvin added unexpectedly, "is one of the least benightedly unintelligent life forms it has been my profound lack of pleasure not to be able to avoid meeting." *"No, don't bother to answer that, I'm fifty thousand times more intelligent than you and even I don't know the answer. It gives me a headache just trying to think down to your level." also, someone pointed out to me that it's not obvious that I'm in a relationship...I thought the blog was a dead giveaway, but hey, who am I to say?! so just to confirm...
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